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November 01 liethe black window will always be there
showing me rain,just rain
my face looks funny but you dont care
nobody but myself can ease the pain
why did i believe that you were god,
thought you'll always be trustworthy and true
you're only man, i forgot
left my heart black and blue
*and i will lay it down now
you,i'll never see again
or thought to, or speak to, care to,
evaporate now? it'll be good now.
**'cus i never want to part those lips
but i know its time to say goodbye
you're no good for me at all
my mental health is deteoriating,
i cant lie, i cant lie, i cant lie, i cant lie.
she told me a million trillion times
to stay away from you, from you
"a leopard'll never change its spots" those lines
you convinced me more than i wanted you to
now i have to stop being as stubborn as a mule
and listen to something that might save me
yes i really think this hundred and oneth dispute is my cue
to leave this scene and let it be.
October 29 malcolm xgo on shashi, go to your kanye west concert
while i seat here and read about martin luther king,
gandhi,jesus,lee kwan yew and malcolm x for my research paper.
go, just take it and go. zZz monster!!
and hello, i came to a conclusion that im fat,
and that im want to turn aneroxic.
if anyone see me eat outside,mock me.
i need it, and i need a big person to but weight loss pills for me
from the doctor's, ill pay you 50 cents. okay. maybe 30 dollars.
and ill try my best to exercise.
(but you know after exercising you get tired and you eat)
whtelse... hmmm.
oh yah,msg/call/holler at me when you need me,
i wont disturb you your MAJESTY.
we lie,we lie together just not too close too close. October 28 t shirt and jeans.yea i think im sticking with that.
errthing is shitty nowsadayssah.
i wish it'd go away.
ah damnnit, i hate growing up.
see me in a few months, ah pui.
i just dont wanna care no more.
tags:fat,ugly,lost,carrot juice, math,sucks, zombie,fu-ing hell!
(bullshitbullshitbulshit/clichecliche,/bullshit)
i love you lah dear, forever & ever. i just hate myself. |
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